Monday, April 2, 2012

Tough start to round 6

All things considered, I have been very blessed when it comes to how I have been able to handle my treatment.  It has been 5 months since my diagnosis and each treatment has shown improvement in my condition.  Whenever I did have a problem, my team came up with the right answers to solve those problems.  Physically I am doing well.  I've gained all my weight back and everywhere I go I am told how great I look based on my condition.  I believe all this good news has caused me to lower my guard mentally as to the reality of this battle.  As I explained in my last post, my tumor marker number (the number that shows tumor growth and/or tumor activity) went up over 200 points.  This happened one time before, after my second round.  Since then my tumor markers have been going down in a large way. I feel I was getting used to this trend and I believe I was starting to expect it.  I think this is why I am having a tough start to this round.  I was not ready for bad news.  I went into this battle with a three pronged approach, be strong spiritually, mentally and physically.  What a better time to get all three back on track, Holy Week.  During this week Jesus showed us the ultimate meaning of strength physically, mentally and spiritually.  He was beaten and crucified for his beliefs, he stayed strong throughout his ordeal and he willingly died in order to forgive us of our sins and grant us eternal life.  Physically, mentally and spiritually is the only way to get the job done.  If you are having a problem handling something in your life use the "stool approach".  No stool can support you with only one or two legs.  You need a minimum of three legs.  Stay active with a good walk, bike ride, gym workout or just go outside and play with the kids.  Keep sharp mentally.  Don't take things for granted, continue to always work on what's working.  Stay spiritually connected.  Thank God for all you have and pray daily for his guidance. I know I will getting back on track and I already feel better just by making the decision to do so.  I really appreciate all of you who follow my blog.  Your comments are very uplifting to me and I want you all to know that I also pray for you everyday.  Have a great day!

3 comments:

  1. Kyle and Katie enjoyed taking the Sundance for a spin! I hear it was a quick fix for Kyle's "autos crew" and it is as good as new. Katie was impressed with the beautiful interior :)
    Thank you for sharing your thoughts on Easter and the perspective you have going through treatment. What an awesome God we serve and you are a testament to His resolve. His joy lives deep inside of you and Vic. You bring tears to my eyes knowing the struggles you are facing, but yet chose to glorify God at every turn. You are an unselfish person, wanting others to see life in a different perspective because of your trial. How noble is that? I know our Heavenly Father is overjoyed with how you live your life through one of the toughest battle anyone has to face here on earth.

    We pray that this round of chemo does its work at hand. May our Lord and Savior, who died and rose again, show you favor and answers our prayers. Always His will, not ours…just praying His will is what we have in mind, KEEPING YOU AROUND FOR A LONG TIME TO COME! Rejoice, He is risen!!! All our Love to you and Vic...The Duesings xox

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  2. What an amazing approach and outlook you have. We pray for you every night and hope it gives you strength to fight and win this battle. You are an amazing writer and such an inspiration!

    Liz and Paul Ricci
    (Friends of Matt and Al's from B'more)

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  3. Chuck, I am glad I got to speak with you today! I should now have set up the gmail account so let's see if this works with your guidance. Keep in mind to call me regarding someone who is out and about and might just be available to go that other mile for you if there is something you would want me to research or whatever. J.Scott - In prayer always for your drive to fight!

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